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When You Feel Depressed...

Post by Lava » Sat Sep 06, 2003 8:13 pm

When I feel depressed I cry a lot, I cannot eat at all either because there is no appetite at all, or because my stomach doesn't accept food (I have problems with my stomach anyway), I cannot smile so easy (everyone knows that something's going on because I'm a smily person), I cannot sleep and I cannot do anything generally!!! The good thing is that when I decide to feel better because depression has influenced my health a bad way, then I really feel better and I do things that I really enjoy... So, I try to be with people around me all the time, to forget about my depression!!! ;) The fact that I'm thinking positive helps me a lot... I also write as many songs as I can because my paper and my pen are my best friends especially in moments like those ones, so, it's like something very heavy is leaving me and I'm feeling better!!!
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Re: When You Feel Depressed...

Post by gerr » Sat Sep 06, 2003 8:49 pm

Well when I feel depressed, I cannot cry, I dont cry since I was 10 :( now I'm 16, but no tears can fall through my face... I dunno the meaning of that, I tried to cry lots of times... well so when I feel depressed, yes I can smile, and laugh, and run, and make anything, but inside of me I feel really bad, whan Im depressed I always try to write poetry or songs, so I can translate my depression to my song :)

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Re: When You Feel Depressed...

Post by Lilith » Sat Sep 06, 2003 8:55 pm

I´m feeling really depressed these days. I´ve noticed I´m losing interest in many things, and I know how this can end. (I had depression once and I´ve had "beginnings" of depression many times). When I feel this way, although I´m not in the worst part (yet), I cry or feel like crying all the time. I lose interest in a lot of things, sometimes even in music, and I can´t write. I feel life sucks and that everything is cold and dark. I hate this feeling, I feel so negative...I would like to start running away and arrive to some strange place where nobody knows me and stay there without talking, just laying there.

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Post by Lava » Sat Sep 06, 2003 9:00 pm

Lilith wrote:
I´m feeling really depressed these days. I´ve noticed I´m losing interest in many things, and I know how this can end. (I had depression once and I´ve had "beginnings" of depression many times). When I feel this way, although I´m not in the worst part (yet), I cry or feel like crying all the time. I lose interest in a lot of things, sometimes even in music, and I can´t write. I feel life sucks and that everything is cold and dark. I hate this feeling, I feel so negative...I would like to start running away and arrive to some strange place where nobody knows me and stay there without talking, just laying there.

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Oh, I wanna do this many times in my life!!! I can feel you... Sometimes are so hard for me... Then I really need to go far away from everything and everyone, alone, on a hill... In an hut, alone with my thoughts... :(
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Re: When You Feel Depressed...

Post by mejulian » Sat Sep 06, 2003 10:25 pm

Fortunately I have never been depressed. I've had my share of bad times, but they have never been hard enough to depress me, a little bit sad maybe, but never completely down.

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Post by Lilith » Sun Sep 07, 2003 12:28 am

Yeah...I would prefer sometimes to be without my thoughts though... :(
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Post by ladyofeternity » Sun Sep 07, 2003 1:19 am

When I feel depressed I just want to sleep & eat ! :lol:

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Re: When You Feel Depressed...

Post by Jabi » Sun Sep 07, 2003 1:26 am

I'm feeling so fucking depressed right now. I'm 21,5 years old and I still haven't had any relationship with the opposite sex. This night was no exception. I went out and put my hopes in finding someone but alas... None came around. And I drank pretty much beer and I know I'm gonna have a headache tomorrow, great.

I think I'm gonna listen to shitloads of dark music. Like Helloween: The Dark Ride :~(
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Post by Painless_Cry » Sun Sep 07, 2003 2:09 am

Lilith wrote:
I´m feeling really depressed these days. I´ve noticed I´m losing interest in many things, and I know how this can end. (I had depression once and I´ve had "beginnings" of depression many times). When I feel this way, although I´m not in the worst part (yet), I cry or feel like crying all the time. I lose interest in a lot of things, sometimes even in music, and I can´t write. I feel life sucks and that everything is cold and dark. I hate this feeling, I feel so negative...I would like to start running away and arrive to some strange place where nobody knows me and stay there without talking, just laying there.

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I felt like that once i my life, and it really sucked... I just came to my house and wanted to cry, I used to get nervous and angry for anything, If I couldn't get something I used to got upset, al total mess, thanks god that hard time ended and now I feel a healthy and strong person, now it's more easy to face the stuff that upsets me...
now when I'm upset and depressed I cry enough and then think, ok, it's ok crying you'll not get anything just face it the thing will be fine :)
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Re: When You Feel Depressed...

Post by browneyedgirl » Sun Sep 07, 2003 5:16 am

When I get depressed I take a nice long bubble bath, Eat some chocolate, drink a few beers and go to sleep. Then, usualy I'l feel better in the morning after a good nights sleep.
Sometimes "being" with a guy relieves the tension/stress that sometimes causes depression and it gets your mind off whats bothering you--plus, there is someone to talk to.

Having a good cry helps--just let go and sob your heart out-then take that warm bubble bath!
If the weather is good, I take a long walk-to think about what maybe causing my depression---then I come back home open a can of chicken soup, eat it and do the bubble bath routine.

Basicly, what I am saying is to pamper yourself--you deserve it and when a person is depressed their self-esteem takes a nosedive.
This pampering oneself makes you realize you and your needs are valuable, and then slowly, you start to feel better. Works for me--but, sometimes I do get so depressd I feel like not even getting up-but, I just push myself, because life is worth living, as sad as it is sometimes!
Just don't get on pills, I took Valium once and all it did was turn me into a damn zombie--thats a worse state than depression.
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Re: Re: Re: When You Feel Depressed...

Post by Lilith » Sun Sep 07, 2003 5:27 am

I´m stronger than before, but sometimes I can´t take my feelings. It´s so hard to, first of all, feel the depression itself. But it´s also hard to hide it...I had a depression once, but as I said, I´ve gone through rough times of almost-depression. Knowing how much did my family suffer with the depression I had, there´s NO WAY I will let them know again if I suffer it. Not much time ago, I went through a horrible time, trying to hide my state but really dying inside. I was so desperate that I wrote in one of those forums where you ask help from other people, and I wrote to a specialist too. I felt I was going to give up in any minute. But I remembered what the psyquiatrist that treated my depression 4 years ago said to me: "You are emotionally tendant to get depressed, but you´re also stronger enough to manage it yourself." In fact, the treatment didn´t last much, and he told me I was strong cause I always knew where to start fixing my problems. So, that way, I got better, and thankfully no one knew about it. Not even my own friends...
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Post by streakchic » Sun Sep 07, 2003 8:22 am

I've been so depressed all of my life. Ever since I was 6 years old actually. I've tried nearly everything. None of it has worked. Now I just learn to live with it. I have no more desire to die like I used to, I am just pleased to live my life an invisable person. I have no dating life, not that I wouldn't like one. I just have no idea how to start one, or how to react to attention from guys, and I've had my fair share of it for some very odd reason as of late. It confused me so much, I thought I was going to go crazy. So I just stayed at home for a week or two alone. I turned invisable again. I enjoy seeing how things turn out though, because that's all I have left to enjoy. I've lost a lot due to depression, including my health. I can't take my appitite medicine because it makes my heart skip beats, so now I've gone almost four days with little to nothing to eat. I usually don't talk about it, or I just don't talk at all for days on end. I know I'm going to go through most of my life depressed. I've tried nearly every way to counter it, but nothing has been working. But I can say that I still think postative thoughts, and I try very hard to live life in a very posative manner. :)
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Re: When You Feel Depressed...

Post by Padme » Sun Sep 07, 2003 8:31 am

LAVA
Did you do this topic for me? :lol:
well, as you know, I´ve been depressed so many times. And now it´s coming again. I know it comes every autumn (and christmas and summer and always) but I still love it. And first time, at this week, I did something I should not... :buh: I-well, I don´t say, but I feel all the time very pressing and stressed... :(
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Post by Padme » Sun Sep 07, 2003 8:33 am

Jabi wrote:
I'm feeling so fucking depressed right now. I'm 21,5 years old and I still haven't had any relationship with the opposite sex. This night was no exception. I went out and put my hopes in finding someone but alas... None came around. And I drank pretty much beer and I know I'm gonna have a headache tomorrow, great.

I think I'm gonna listen to shitloads of dark music. Like Helloween: The Dark Ride :~(
poor you. I´m 15, so I have still time.
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Re: When You Feel Depressed...

Post by Jabi » Sun Sep 07, 2003 9:20 am

Have no beer, the hangover is here!
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Post by Padme » Sun Sep 07, 2003 9:55 am

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Post by Jabi » Sun Sep 07, 2003 10:02 am

I'll get a headache for tomorrow
Because I'm drinking too much beer
In this world that's full of sorrow
Will we ever lose the fear? :D

Time has passed in this downtown bar
Where the drunkmen sit and speak their word.
Glass in hand they chat with folks
Tell their stories of life to everyone.

Uh, can't think of any more.
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Post by Lava » Sun Sep 07, 2003 11:04 am

Padme wrote:
LAVA
Did you do this topic for me? :lol:
well, as you know, I´ve been depressed so many times. And now it´s coming again. I know it comes every autumn (and christmas and summer and always) but I still love it. And first time, at this week, I did something I should not... :buh: I-well, I don´t say, but I feel all the time very pressing and stressed... :(
Oh, yeah... I know what you did but I don't want you to do it again, please!!! You made me really sad and it was a moment of depression for me, too!!! Please, don't do it again!!! You're a wonderful person and I love you very much!!! Be stronger for yourself, please... That would make me really happy!!! All I want for you is to be well and to love yourself!!! :~( :~( :~(
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Re: Re: When You Feel Depressed...

Post by Lava » Sun Sep 07, 2003 11:08 am

Jabi wrote:
I'm feeling so fucking depressed right now. I'm 21,5 years old and I still haven't had any relationship with the opposite sex. This night was no exception. I went out and put my hopes in finding someone but alas... None came around. And I drank pretty much beer and I know I'm gonna have a headache tomorrow, great.

I think I'm gonna listen to shitloads of dark music. Like Helloween: The Dark Ride :~(
Hey, try to feel better... You will surely find the right person for you... You don't have to push things... Shit happens! :( But just take care of yourself and the right person will come to you when the right moment!!! ;) I know it's a pain in the ass but as I've said before, shit happens! Life is really strange sometimes... But without the bad moments we wouldn't be able to appreciate the good ones!!! Trust me! ;) ;)
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Post by Lava » Sun Sep 07, 2003 11:22 am

streakchic wrote:
I've been so depressed all of my life. Ever since I was 6 years old actually. I've tried nearly everything. None of it has worked. Now I just learn to live with it. I have no more desire to die like I used to, I am just pleased to live my life an invisable person. I have no dating life, not that I wouldn't like one. I just have no idea how to start one, or how to react to attention from guys, and I've had my fair share of it for some very odd reason as of late. It confused me so much, I thought I was going to go crazy. So I just stayed at home for a week or two alone. I turned invisable again. I enjoy seeing how things turn out though, because that's all I have left to enjoy. I've lost a lot due to depression, including my health. I can't take my appitite medicine because it makes my heart skip beats, so now I've gone almost four days with little to nothing to eat. I usually don't talk about it, or I just don't talk at all for days on end. I know I'm going to go through most of my life depressed. I've tried nearly every way to counter it, but nothing has been working. But I can say that I still think postative thoughts, and I try very hard to live life in a very posative manner. :)
You deserve congratulations because at least you try to make yourself feel better!!! But concerning food you remine me myself... I cannot eat at all when depression comes... When I sit down to have some food at moments like that, I'm putting the food in mouth but then I start to cry, so, I cannot eat anymore!!! In the past when I had broken with my ex boyfriend I was really depressed for 2 years and a half!!! The first months I couldn't eat at all and my parents were suffering watching me dying day by day... Can you imagine a woman whose hight is 1:75 being 47 kilos?!?!? I was like a ghost!!! :~( To months after I tried to feel better by doing other relation ships but I couldn't forget him, so, it was all in vain!!! I was hurting because he did really unfair things to me and at the end he was the one who asked me to break up!!! I was very patient with him and we always had to do what he wanted!!! So, now 4 years have passed and I finally feel really good because I gave the chance to myself to love again... But he suddenly wants to be back because he couldn't get all this love he got by me, by anyone else!!! But now it's too late... So, now you know that even positive people like me can get hardly depressed sometimes... At least I feel really lucky because I'm a very strong person, so, when I tell myself that depression is over, then it's over!!! That's why I congratulate you... Your will to feel better shows that you have strength inside you that is growing bigger through the years!!! :) =P
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Post by Lava » Sun Sep 07, 2003 11:27 am

[/quote]I really adore people like you, dear Lilith! ;) I know that you are a very strong and emotional person... That goes for you, too, dear browney! You're a sensitive and very strong person, too! I really adore persons like the two of you, girls!!! ;) =P
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Re: When You Feel Depressed...

Post by Lava » Sun Sep 07, 2003 11:29 am

Oh, life is really beutiful, even if it hurts too much sometimes!!! ;) ;) =P
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Post by browneyedgirl » Sun Sep 07, 2003 12:38 pm

[/quote]I really adore people like you, dear Lilith! ;) I know that you are a very strong and emotional person... That goes for you, too, dear browney! You're a sensitive and very strong person, too! I really adore persons like the two of you, girls!!! ;) =P [/quote]
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Post by Norda » Sun Sep 07, 2003 12:59 pm

When I feel depressed.. I am listening to music.. surely, this won´t help to no longer be depressed.. it kinda supports the feeling.. but.. I need it *sighs*
I am depressed really often in the last few weeks.. because of the boys.. like always =P
I always have to think about "the one" or about all the bad things that happened to me in the past.. (my parents divorced, I am in love with someone who just can´t say if he loves me or not and I just don´t know what to do...) ...then I often have to cry.. and when people ask you what´s going on, you just can´t answer.. you can´t tell the truth because noone would understand you.. and that´s the worst.. you can´t talk to anyone, because they never felt like this and so they won´t help.. :(
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Post by Padme » Sun Sep 07, 2003 1:11 pm

Norda wrote:
When I feel depressed.. I am listening to music.. surely, this won´t help to no longer be depressed.. it kinda supports the feeling.. but.. I need it *sighs*
I am depressed really often in the last few weeks.. because of the boys.. like always =P
I always have to think about "the one" or about all the bad things that happened to me in the past.. (my parents divorced, I am in love with someone who just can´t say if he loves me or not and I just don´t know what to do...) ...then I often have to cry.. and when people ask you what´s going on, you just can´t answer.. you can´t tell the truth because noone would understand you.. and that´s the worst.. you can´t talk to anyone, because they never felt like this and so they won´t help.. :(
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Post by Lava » Sun Sep 07, 2003 5:47 pm

Norda wrote:
When I feel depressed.. I am listening to music.. surely, this won´t help to no longer be depressed.. it kinda supports the feeling.. but.. I need it *sighs*
I am depressed really often in the last few weeks.. because of the boys.. like always =P
I always have to think about "the one" or about all the bad things that happened to me in the past.. (my parents divorced, I am in love with someone who just can´t say if he loves me or not and I just don´t know what to do...) ...then I often have to cry.. and when people ask you what´s going on, you just can´t answer.. you can´t tell the truth because noone would understand you.. and that´s the worst.. you can´t talk to anyone, because they never felt like this and so they won´t help.. :(
Oh, I really know how it is... I've been this way so many times in my life!!! Because I never wanted to make the others feel sad because of me... I always wanted to pass through anything painful ni my life alone... And that made me stronger... But as my strength is growing bigger and bigger every day, it's excactly the same concerning my sensitivity!!! There are moments in my life that I feel so scared of that... I feel so scared of my sensitivities!!! As much as I grow up I become more sensitive and (hopefully) strong, at the same time...
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Post by Lava » Sun Sep 07, 2003 5:52 pm

[/quote]I really adore people like you, dear Lilith! ;) I know that you are a very strong and emotional person... That goes for you, too, dear browney! You're a sensitive and very strong person, too! I really adore persons like the two of you, girls!!! ;) =P [/quote]
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Post by Lilith » Sun Sep 07, 2003 8:39 pm

Lava wrote:
I really adore people like you, dear Lilith! ;) I know that you are a very strong and emotional person... That goes for you, too, dear browney! You're a sensitive and very strong person, too! I really adore persons like the two of you, girls!!! ;) =P
hehehe, thanks :) I´m very happy to find people like you who understand these things and that can make me feel a little better...so, thank you VERY MUCH, I also love people like you! I´m glad I can find people like you here! =P

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Jabi wrote:
I'm feeling so fucking depressed right now. I'm 21,5 years old and I still haven't had any relationship with the opposite sex. This night was no exception. I went out and put my hopes in finding someone but alas... None came around. And I drank pretty much beer and I know I'm gonna have a headache tomorrow, great.

I think I'm gonna listen to shitloads of dark music. Like Helloween: The Dark Ride :~(
I like listening to some dark grunting music and sometimes some emotional but now listening to dark tranquillity's projector, i'm so down right now.
Escape before the others, search for privacy, make a change, close the door, without a sound hallucinations. I have my doubts.

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Re: When You Feel Depressed...

Post by valo_666 » Sun Sep 07, 2003 10:45 pm

When you're depressed the best you can do is hang around in stratoforum :D

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